misery backwards folder
destroyed story forever
buried beneath, beyond
tried calling you
dead tone instead
dialt once, thrice
second though
smoke screen
bled green ugly sore
scoreless movie
blank game
couldn't care less
realised how drunk
I must have been
then, to find a place
for you inside; me?
dark incarnate?
dead & dangling.
hung by my own hair,
hung out there
lost & lying, tired &
drying out. pungent
loss. hated faces.
a laugh is needed
a full recovery.
my unhidden away ache
love of faceless
voices talk caustic
fell apart & open
the tourist-spy
tilted over
a sticky surface
absolutely
nothing
absolute
aching ears,
arms
back brace breaking
atonal whistle
round my neck
dog holler
dog collar
unleashed animus
angling the anima
ever twisting
anxious coil
fraught spiral
nervosa
neurosis
new ancients
sending long calls
down the vine
a dream is recorded
a full calamity.